SOMETIMES

What if I blew my brains out onto a painting and sold it to the highest bidder

Hard hitting lyrcis like when you go from being a quiter to a winner

Couldn’t help yourself, now you’re helping everyone else

All trees come from seeds

All waves come from drops

All winds come from a breeze

Now do you see ?

The nature of this world and that inside of me

I am nothing yet I’m something

A being with a influx of dysfunction

Sometimes I wish someone cared

Sometimes I wish that gaze was more than just a stare

Sometimes I wish I did not care

Sometimes I see my sanity, it was just there ?

Sometimes I cry in my room with my emotions nude and bare

Sometimes I feel life isn’t fair

Sometimes I just wanna die

There it is I said it

If you’re worried don’t sweat it

Just mediate forget it

You may feel my pain coursing through your veins like pure cocaine

But never let it leave a stain, cause you strain or give you mental plus physical pain

I will always walk this world alone

Me and my abnormal brain